BXBX NOVEL Chapter 156: Why Did You Die?
"That’s good. Did you know? Your expression now is a little richer now than it was previously. Mummy can stop worrying now." Lan Luofeng patted Ling Lan’s adorable shota face, satisfied, before pulling Ling Lan by the hand into the villa.
Meanwhile, Ling Lan’s heart throbbed at Lan Luofeng’s words — so Lan Luofeng had always been watching and observing all the changes she went through. The only reason why she never said anything was that Lan Luofeng chose to believe in her own child.
Perhaps only a mother who loved you fully would pay attention and notice all these minute changes. Lan Luofeng did not seem to care much for her academic results, and seemed not to worry about Ling Lan’s future; in all appearances, not a responsible parent. However, looking closely, from birth till now, in the minor details of her life, anything or anyone who made Ling Lan feel uncomfortable would unknowingly disappear ... this was definitely Lan Luofeng’s doing — she could not bear to see her child suffer.
The more she felt Lan Luofeng’s love, the more remorseful Ling Lan felt. She pressed down on Lan Luofeng’s hand, drawing Lan Luofeng’s questioning gaze.
Ling Lan smiled radiantly at Lan Luofeng and said, "Mummy, have I told you earlier that I love you?"
Lan Luofeng covered her mouth in pleasant surprise. Since she was little, Ling Lan had had a heavy burden on her shoulders, deeply pressured. While she was still an infant, she still liked to laugh and play pranks at times, but as she grew up, she became increasingly colder and began emanating an antisocial presence. This made Lan Luofeng’s heart ache for her child, and she was also extremely regretful, wondering whether her initial decision had doomed Ling Lan.
Later on, Ling Lan had truly become the family head of the Ling family and took the responsibilities of the Ling family onto her shoulders. From then on, Ling Lan never liked to speak much. Of course, to get Ling Lan to speak more, Lan Luofeng had tried pretending to be ditzy to cling to Ling Lan, trying to cajole Ling Lan into talking to her or to tell her ’I love you, mummy’ and so on, but all she got in the end was just perfunctory responses. This had really made Lan Luofeng a little sad.
Now, seeing Ling Lan say this voluntarily, Lan Luofeng couldn’t help but be overjoyed. She was very afraid that Ling Lan’s spirit would be twisted because she had to pretend to be a boy, but seeing Ling Lan’s sincere smile now and her slightly cheeky tone, all seemed well with Ling Lan. This was undoubtedly what Lan Luofeng was most happy to see.
"It’s such a shame, Ling Lan, you really forgot to tell mummy this earlier," replied Lan Luofeng with a smile. Yet, two crystal tears fell from her eyes, and one coincidentally fell onto Ling Lan’s palm.
Ling Lan stared at that warm tear in her palm, so warm that it seemed to sear, and then lifted her head to say again seriously, "Mummy, I love you! From now on I will take over Daddy’s duty and tell you every day that I love you!"
"Ling Lan, Mummy loves you too!" Lan Luofeng hugged Ling Lan close once again. Eyes blurred with tears, she looked up at the sky and felt as if she could almost see Ling Xiao smiling at her and saying that he had found someone to love her in his place.
"Thank you, Ling Xiao, you’ve given me the most precious treasure, my Ling Lan!"
Ling Lan and Lan Luofeng ate a great meal in the villa as they talked and laughed. Ling Lan picked and chose some interesting stories from her time at planet Demonbeast to tell Lan Luofeng. Of course, she said nothing of her getting injured. Since she was now safely home, why bring up these things which would make her mum worry?
She then told Lan Luofeng about the followers she had gathered. Lan Luofeng was extremely interested to hear about them and immediately instructed Ling Lan to bring those followers of hers here tomorrow afternoon after classes ended, for her to inspect and to share a meal or something.
Ling Lan was instantly speechless. Inspect? What did her mum take her followers to be? However, when Ling Lan saw Lan Luofeng’s disappointed expression and low spirits, she couldn’t bear it and so could only nod and agree.
The moment she obtained the answer she wanted, Lan Luofeng instantly revived to full health, excitedly calling for Ling Nanyi to arrange tomorrow’s dinner menu. Seeing her mum so lively and energetic, Ling Lan was resigned yet happy as well. Even if this was a little troublesome, she felt that it was still tolerable. Ling Lan suddenly wondered — would her dad also lose to such an expression?
Thinking about it, it was entirely possible. Because Lan Luofeng’s expression earlier was obviously well-practiced — it was definitely not the first time she had used it. And the only person who could let Lan Luofeng gain such experience, aside from her dad Ling Xiao, there was pretty much nobody else.
When housekeeper Ling Nanyi heard that Young Master Lan was inviting classmates over for dinner, she too was swept up in the excitement and immediately jumped into the discussion animatedly. Because this was the first time Ling Lan was inviting friends home ... although this was just a temporary living area within the academy, it was still their temporary home, wasn’t it?
Watching the two fretting women loudly discussing at the dining table, even going back and forth multiple times over a single dish on the menu, Ling Lan knew that she was unnecessary here. Resigned, she quietly left the dining hall and logged on to the virtual network. There, she contacted Qi Long and the others who were also online and arranged for them to come eat at her house. Only after that did she secretly slip into Ling Xiao’s legacy space.
At the same time, Little Four created a fake Ling Lan to walk around the virtual world randomly, creating the illusion that Ling Lan was nowhere near the legacy space.
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This time, the moment Ling Lan entered the legacy space, it was no longer as complicated as before. There were no tests; she immediately arrived at the Ling family mansion. Ling Lan took the familiar path to the study and pushed the door open to see Ling Xiao sitting behind the study desk. He was in the middle of writing something, and when he heard the noise of Ling Lan entering, he lifted his head. Seeing Ling Lan, he smiled warmly and said, "Ling Lan, you’ve come?"
He immediately followed up by saying, "Looks like you’ve already met the requirements needed to receive the next part of the legacy. In that case, show me." That said, he brushed his hand lightly over the surface of the table and six translucent crystal beads appeared.
Ling Lan did not look at the crystal beads on the table, only keeping her eyes trained steadily on Ling Xiao’s face. That face with such a warm and kind smile on it — the last time she saw it, she did not feel much resentment, but this time, seeing it again, a surge of negative emotion rose in her heart. She wished she could just leap forward and punch the smile off that face.
During this time, Ling Lan had already learned a lot more about god-class operators. She knew very well that they were near-godlike beings and definitely did not die easily. Even if the energy turbulence in the death tunnel back then had been overly terrifying, that did not mean that Ling Xiao could not escape. Just looking at a god-class operator’s horrifying speed which was close to lightspeed, escape was not impossible.
What was it that made Ling Xiao willing to abandon Lan Luofeng and herself to choose death?
"Why did you die?" Ling Lan bit out word by word, voicing the doubt in her mind.
Ling Xiao was taken aback, as if unprepared for Ling Lan to ask this question.
"I ask you, why did you choose to die?" yelled Ling Lan with mingled grief and rage. Lan Luofeng was such a perfect woman — how could Ling Xiao bear to make her sad? He should know that without him, Lan Luofeng would lose her happiness — even if she had a child, she would still lose the vibrancy and colour she should have had ...
Ling Xiao smiled bitterly, his aura still so warm and calm that he seemed beyond reproach. "I am a soldier. I cannot refuse the military’s commands! Besides, I have never thought of dying. I really wished I could have lived ..."
After a brief moment of silence, Ling Xiao continued, "I don’t know whether I am dead when you entered this legacy space. But I can tell you with certainty that I would not choose to kill myself, and I would not leave things to fate. If there is any hope of survival, no matter how difficult things may be, I will persevere and fight with all my strength to obtain it."
"If that is the case, why are you still dead?" Ling Xiao was a god-class operator! Could it be that that magnetic field energy turbulence still had some hidden story behind it that even Ling Xiao had no way of piloting his god-class mecha to leave?
"I do not know. I just sensed danger! After achieving a certain level of strength, one obtains the ability to predict danger. Which is why I prepared a legacy space beforehand. This was to be my last resort. It doesn’t mean I am truly dead ..." Ling Xiao’s smile slowly faded, "Of course, it is also possible that I am really dead!" Ling Xiao’s aura exploded — only now did Ling Lan sense how terrifying the spiritual pressure of a god-class operator was.
Luckily, the press of Ling Xiao’s aura came and went. But just that brief taste of it was enough to drench Ling Lan in sweat. In that moment, she had even had the wrongful feeling that she would die under its pressure.
"Originally, we had wanted to settle things once and for all. We were going to locate the greatest parasite hidden within the Federation. But unexpectedly, that parasite was deeper and higher up in rank than we had anticipated. It was very likely that the opponent saw through our plans and so set up a counterplan. It was a loss by just one move; there was no shame in losing. You just need to be careful, for the opponent may very likely try to end things by killing out my line." Ling Xiao revealed just a little of the information back then. "Of course, I have also made some arrangements. If those people do not go against their word, perhaps you will be able to grow up in peace and also obtain my legacy."
At this point of his recitation, Ling Xiao snorted and said, "When a man dies and the lights go out, whether those people are still willing to take the risk for me, no one knows. This is not something I can control. So Ling Lan, you must remember. No one is reliable — the most reliable thing is to become strong yourself. Besides that, intelligence is also something you cannot lack. If I, Ling Xiao, am truly dead, at the heart of it, I must have died by the opponent’s plot."
Ling Lan did not expect that Ling Xiao had long thought of this and had also made the appropriate arrangements. It was just that in the end, things must still have happened outside of Ling Xiao’s expectations, causing all of Ling Xiao’s plans to be useless.
These words of Ling Xiao caused the negative emotions in Ling Lan’s heart to slowly melt away. It was just as Ling Xiao said — this was not something he could control.
She walked forward and swept her hand over the surface of the desk. The six crystal beads instantly disappeared. Subsequently, four beads appeared in the gaps of Ling Lan’s fingers, while two more rested in her palm.
Ling Xiao nodded lightly. Just that last move alone showed that Ling Lan’s speed had already reached his minimum requirement.
Ling Lan did not look at Ling Xiao’s expression. Her fingers folded and began dancing swiftly. Then, layer after layer of afterimages of Ling Lan’s fingers appeared, and countless clear sounds of collision started to ring — ding ding dang dang 1 , extremely pleasant to the ear. Gradually, these tinkling sounds became powerful ringing, reverberating like stormy winds and driving rain, an endless assault. It was clear to see that Ling Lan’s hand speed had already reached a significantly terrifying speed.
Translator’s Thoughts
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With new context, it becomes clear that one term has been translated somewhat incorrectly prior to this. (=.= Dang nab Chinese ambiguity!!) I’m posting this note here because it will be impacting the next chapter directly.
Please note that ’mental strength’ will be corrected to ’spiritual power’, while ’mental mutation’ will be changed to ’spiritual mutation’. Retroactive changes will be made to previous chapters. I’m sorry for any confusion caused.